the lowdown

okay, here's the deal: I started this blog to humorously chronicle my various adventures and mishaps in my life since I moved to vegas. I didn't ever intend for it to be anything like a diary, where i actually talked about "stuff."

but I'm at a really unhappy place in my life right now (kind of hate it, actually), and I'm just trying to hang on until I can get out of here. I could fake being happy (like I've been trying to do for a while and failing) and try to write funny, happy posts, or I could actually write how I feel. I'm just too tired to keep faking it, and I don't want this to turn into some sort of whiny, emotional-baggage-ridden rant zone. (I also have a secret fear that people will laugh at me if I say how I feel, but that's a whole different session on Siggy's couch).

So that's it. When I have good days (as I'm sure I will), I'll try and find something funny to post, but it's gonna be pretty scant until I get myself better.

I really do appreciate people who tell me that they enjoy reading what I write and encourage me to write more often. I just can't right now.

I'm really sorry.

<3, Sarah